Sitting at my desk looking out the window. Two crows are eating at a birdfeeder and a little brown squirrel is eating at the other. It is cold out there but they do not seem to care because they are busy eating the sunflower seeds that I put out for them. Every morning I go out at about 7:30 a.m. to feed them. It has become a part of my routine. Life has changed. I no longer get up and go to work. I made a decision and for now it is about doing what I think is important. Stepping back, working on a new direction, making new plans, feeling scared, yet hopeful. Taking the road less travelled, feeling the fear and doing it anyway.
I could go back, it is not too late, I could fit in and feel the security of the expected life, but I am head strong, determined and want what I want at this point in life. Tomorrow is just a promise ...but if it comes, I want to be living it my way.
"The only journey is the one within.” ~ Rainer Maria Rilke
I could go back, it is not too late, I could fit in and feel the security of the expected life, but I am head strong, determined and want what I want at this point in life. Tomorrow is just a promise ...but if it comes, I want to be living it my way.
"The only journey is the one within.” ~ Rainer Maria Rilke
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